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Feb. 9th, 2017


crazyamy41

my heart is still (remembering) [31/32]

Title: my heart is still (remembering)
Rating: R
Pairing: Ravi/Hongbin
Word Count: 2,927 (68,053 total so far)
Warnings: Lots of swearing, depictions of a character having panic attacks, mentions of alcohol and drug abuse, some (mostly non-graphic) blood and gore, sexual situations(?)
Summary: He’s not a hero, and he’s not a spy. Really, he’s just a mechanic who nearly went crazy and got in over his head in order to cope.
Notes: This chapter is long and it is intense. Prepare yourselves. Also: I almost killed him.
God, what an idiot.Collapse )

Feb. 2nd, 2017


crazyamy41

my heart is still (remembering) [30/32]

Title: my heart is still (remembering)
Rating: R
Pairing: Ravi/Hongbin
Word Count: 1,310 (65,126 total so far)
Warnings: Lots of swearing, depictions of a character having panic attacks, mentions of alcohol and drug abuse, some (mostly non-graphic) blood and gore, sexual situations(?)
Summary: He’s not a hero, and he’s not a spy. Really, he’s just a mechanic who nearly went crazy and got in over his head in order to cope.
Notes: Notice that second number up there next to the one that says this is chapter thirty? Yep, that's right, I'm finished writing and we are rapidly approaching the end. Thank you so much for your continued support throughout all of this madness, and please enjoy the rest of the ride!
He's waitingCollapse )

Jan. 26th, 2017


crazyamy41

my heart is still (remembering) [29/32]

Title: my heart is still (remembering)
Rating: R
Pairing: Ravi/Hongbin
Word Count: 1,344 (63,816 total so far)
Warnings: Lots of swearing, depictions of a character having panic attacks, mentions of alcohol and drug abuse, some (mostly non-graphic) blood and gore, sexual situations(?)
Summary: He’s not a hero, and he’s not a spy. Really, he’s just a mechanic who nearly went crazy and got in over his head in order to cope.
Notes: What's this? Another update just a week after the last one? That's right; I've gotten about 5k words written in the last week and I'm still going strong, so I decided I'd go back to weekly updates, and hopefully I'll be able to keep it up until the end of the fic. There's not much left now, guys. I'm not gonna give you a definite number, but it's probably gonna be around five more chapters and possibly an epilogue. Enjoy!
His heart is hammering a thousand beats a minuteCollapse )

Jan. 19th, 2017


crazyamy41

my heart is still (remembering) [28/?]

Title: my heart is still (remembering)
Rating: R
Pairing: Ravi/Hongbin
Word Count: 1,909 (62,472 total so far)
Warnings: Lots of swearing, depictions of a character having panic attacks, mentions of alcohol and drug abuse, some (mostly non-graphic) blood and gore, sexual situations(?)
Summary: He’s not a hero, and he’s not a spy. Really, he’s just a mechanic who nearly went crazy and got in over his head in order to cope.
Notes: I feel like I should have things to say but I don't? I'm like 90% sure that I was asleep while writing parts of this chapter because I didn't remember bits of it when I gave it the last read-through just now. But yeah, there's plot and stuff. Please enjoy.
Hongbin didn't call ahead.Collapse )

Jan. 5th, 2017


crazyamy41

my heart is still (remembering) [27/?]

Title: my heart is still (remembering)
Rating: R
Pairing: Ravi/Hongbin
Word Count: 2,643 (60,563 total so far)
Warnings: Lots of swearing, depictions of a character having panic attacks, mentions of alcohol and drug abuse, some (mostly non-graphic) blood and gore, sexual situations(?)
Summary: He’s not a hero, and he’s not a spy. Really, he’s just a mechanic who nearly went crazy and got in over his head in order to cope.
Notes: I have family in town this week and everything is crazy, so I've queued this up early and hopefully it will work correctly. I feel like I didn't do my best on this chapter, but it's hella long and hopefully that'll make up for any lack in quality. Enjoy!
His doorbell is ringing.Collapse )

Dec. 25th, 2016


crazyamy41

Santa Baby (why is our maknae a reindeer?)

Rating: PG-13
Pairing: None
Word Count: 2,287
Warnings: Excessive swearing, unexplained transformations, head injuries
Summary: Taehyung is sitting on the floor in the middle of the living room, giggling while the deer struggles to stand and walk and occasionally turns to glare at him like he’s somehow at fault.
Notes: Merry Christmas! I don't know whether to say enjoy or to apologize. I never meant for my first-ever posted BTS fic to be something like this. I was actually going to do VIXX at first and then something told me that it needed to be Jungkook, so there you go. As the final one, this is even extra long, which I also didn't plan.

Yoongi is tired.Collapse )

Dec. 24th, 2016


crazyamy41

Devotion

Rating: G
Pairing: Ravi/Hongbin
Word Count: 956
Summary: It was the first time Wonshik had had a boyfriend to spend Christmas with.
Notes: This is a little side-story/prequel from the "My deep wounds don't heal" series, but it can stand alone too. I promise this is a lot happier and fluffier than that is. Merry Christmas, everyone! (or whatever holiday you may or may not celebrate!) Please enjoy.
Wonshik's breath gusted foggy in the crisp winter airCollapse )

Dec. 23rd, 2016


crazyamy41

O Christmas Tree

Title: O Christmas Tree
Rating: G
Pairing: None
Word Count: 766
Summary: She brightens the whole room, and they brighten her.
Notes: This is the first of (hopefully) three Christmas ficlets, to be posted over the next three days. I know this is weird, but hopefully you'll enjoy it anyway. I hope everyone has a really really good holiday, even if they don't celebrate Christmas!

They're finally getting her out again.Collapse )

Dec. 22nd, 2016


crazyamy41

my heart is still (remembering) [26/?]

Title: my heart is still (remembering)
Rating: R
Pairing: Ravi/Hongbin
Word Count: 1,515 (57,920 total so far)
Warnings: Lots of swearing, depictions of a character having panic attacks, mentions of alcohol and drug abuse, some (mostly non-graphic) blood and gore, sexual situations(?)
Summary: He’s not a hero, and he’s not a spy. Really, he’s just a mechanic who nearly went crazy and got in over his head in order to cope.
Notes: Guess what? In addition to having this chapter ready on time, I've got the next one nearly finished as well! [pause for dramatic fanfare]

Seriously though, I'm working a lot harder on making sure that I dedicate time to writing every day, because it's good for my mental health and because I really truly want to share the rest of this story (and many more) with you guys. Also! There will be a Christmas ficlet posted tomorrow, and hopefully one a day for the next two days after that, if I can get my butt in gear. It's a little thank you to all of you people who have been so very very patient with me while I trudge my way through this, so I hope you guys enjoy!
It's not really a conscious decision that he makesCollapse )

Dec. 8th, 2016


crazyamy41

my heart is still (remembering) [25/?]

Title: my heart is still (remembering)
Rating: R
Pairing: Ravi/Hongbin
Word Count: 2,224 (56,405 total so far)
Warnings: Lots of swearing, depictions of a character having panic attacks, mentions of alcohol and drug abuse, some (mostly non-graphic) blood and gore, sexual situations(?)
Summary: He’s not a hero, and he’s not a spy. Really, he’s just a mechanic who nearly went crazy and got in over his head in order to cope.
Notes: I didn't finish this until today and I have only myself to blame. I may have spent like three days straight mostly just playing Minecraft. There's a big reveal in this chapter and I'm super excited about it. (Ha, you thought we were out of big reveals, didn't you?)
The squat brick building looks the same as always.Collapse )

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