Title: my heart is still (remembering)
Word Count: 1,515 (57,920 total so far)
Warnings: Lots of swearing, depictions of a character having panic attacks, mentions of alcohol and drug abuse, some (mostly non-graphic) blood and gore, sexual situations(?)
Summary: He’s not a hero, and he’s not a spy. Really, he’s just a mechanic who nearly went crazy and got in over his head in order to cope.
Notes: Guess what? In addition to having this chapter ready on time, I've got the next one nearly finished as well! [pause for dramatic fanfare]( It's not really a conscious decision that he makesCollapse )
Seriously though, I'm working a lot harder on making sure that I dedicate time to writing every day, because it's good for my mental health and because I really truly want to share the rest of this story (and many more) with you guys. Also! There will be a Christmas ficlet posted tomorrow, and hopefully one a day for the next two days after that, if I can get my butt in gear. It's a little thank you to all of you people who have been so very very patient with me while I trudge my way through this, so I hope you guys enjoy!