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Dec. 23rd, 2016


crazyamy41

O Christmas Tree

Title: O Christmas Tree
Rating: G
Pairing: None
Word Count: 766
Summary: She brightens the whole room, and they brighten her.
Notes: This is the first of (hopefully) three Christmas ficlets, to be posted over the next three days. I know this is weird, but hopefully you'll enjoy it anyway. I hope everyone has a really really good holiday, even if they don't celebrate Christmas!

They're finally getting her out again.Collapse )

Dec. 22nd, 2016


crazyamy41

my heart is still (remembering) [26/?]

Title: my heart is still (remembering)
Rating: R
Pairing: Ravi/Hongbin
Word Count: 1,515 (57,920 total so far)
Warnings: Lots of swearing, depictions of a character having panic attacks, mentions of alcohol and drug abuse, some (mostly non-graphic) blood and gore, sexual situations(?)
Summary: He’s not a hero, and he’s not a spy. Really, he’s just a mechanic who nearly went crazy and got in over his head in order to cope.
Notes: Guess what? In addition to having this chapter ready on time, I've got the next one nearly finished as well! [pause for dramatic fanfare]

Seriously though, I'm working a lot harder on making sure that I dedicate time to writing every day, because it's good for my mental health and because I really truly want to share the rest of this story (and many more) with you guys. Also! There will be a Christmas ficlet posted tomorrow, and hopefully one a day for the next two days after that, if I can get my butt in gear. It's a little thank you to all of you people who have been so very very patient with me while I trudge my way through this, so I hope you guys enjoy!
It's not really a conscious decision that he makesCollapse )

Dec. 8th, 2016


crazyamy41

my heart is still (remembering) [25/?]

Title: my heart is still (remembering)
Rating: R
Pairing: Ravi/Hongbin
Word Count: 2,224 (56,405 total so far)
Warnings: Lots of swearing, depictions of a character having panic attacks, mentions of alcohol and drug abuse, some (mostly non-graphic) blood and gore, sexual situations(?)
Summary: He’s not a hero, and he’s not a spy. Really, he’s just a mechanic who nearly went crazy and got in over his head in order to cope.
Notes: I didn't finish this until today and I have only myself to blame. I may have spent like three days straight mostly just playing Minecraft. There's a big reveal in this chapter and I'm super excited about it. (Ha, you thought we were out of big reveals, didn't you?)
The squat brick building looks the same as always.Collapse )

Nov. 24th, 2016


crazyamy41

my heart is still (remembering) [24/?]

Title: my heart is still (remembering)
Rating: R
Pairing: Ravi/Hongbin
Word Count: 1,412 (54,181 total so far)
Warnings: Lots of swearing, depictions of a character having panic attacks, mentions of alcohol and drug abuse, some (mostly non-graphic) blood and gore, sexual situations(?)
Summary: He’s not a hero, and he’s not a spy. Really, he’s just a mechanic who nearly went crazy and got in over his head in order to cope.
Notes: So I'm still working on NaNoWriMo and this has been kind of a backburner project. This chapter isn't super long but the plot starts to move here. Thanks for your patience.
Hakyeon calls him just after Hongbin gets home that night.Collapse )

Nov. 10th, 2016


crazyamy41

my heart is still (remembering) [23/?]

Title: my heart is still (remembering)
Rating: R
Pairing: Ravi/Hongbin
Word Count: 1,325 (52,769 total so far)
Warnings: Lots of swearing, depictions of a character having panic attacks, mentions of alcohol and drug abuse, some (mostly non-graphic) blood and gore, sexual situations(?)
Summary: He’s not a hero, and he’s not a spy. Really, he’s just a mechanic who nearly went crazy and got in over his head in order to cope.
Notes: I've been working pretty intensely on NaNoWriMo this month, so sorry if this chapter is weird. I just finished it yesterday and only did one readthrough so please ignore any typos. On the plus side, the action really gets started next chapter. I think we might be nearing the end.
That is a terrifying concept.Collapse )

Oct. 27th, 2016


crazyamy41

my heart is still (remembering) [22/?]

Title: my heart is still (remembering)
Rating: R
Pairing: Ravi/Hongbin
Word Count: 1,649 (51,444 total so far)
Warnings: Lots of swearing, depictions of a character having panic attacks, mentions of alcohol and drug abuse, some (mostly non-graphic) blood and gore, sexual situations(?)
Summary: He’s not a hero, and he’s not a spy. Really, he’s just a mechanic who nearly went crazy and got in over his head in order to cope.
Notes: This chapter doesn't seem like it builds the plot much but bear with me? I promise it's getting us somewhere important. In other news, NaNoWriMo starts in five days and I'm gonna be fighting my way through that as well as working on updates for this. But I think I have endgame in mind? So I'll keep chugging along.
Hongbin barely knows anything about his own role in this.Collapse )

Oct. 13th, 2016


crazyamy41

my heart is still (remembering) [21/?]

Title: my heart is still (remembering)
Rating: R
Pairing: Ravi/Hongbin
Word Count: 942 (49,795 total so far)
Warnings: Lots of swearing, depictions of a character having panic attacks, mentions of alcohol and drug abuse, some (mostly non-graphic) blood and gore, sexual situations(?)
Summary: He’s not a hero, and he’s not a spy. Really, he’s just a mechanic who nearly went crazy and got in over his head in order to cope.
Notes: Hi. Super short chapter here, sorry about that. You may have noticed that it's been two weeks since the last update instead of just one. That's going to be a regular thing, at least for a while, because my health is shitty and I'm struggling to focus on anything and I'm trying to find extra income at the moment. So yeah, um, I'll try to post other things in between updates when I can, but this is still my main focus, and I promise I'm trying.
He hasn't been sober in months.Collapse )

Oct. 6th, 2016


crazyamy41

Stay With Us [2/2]

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crazyamy41

Stay With Us [1/2]

Title: Stay With Us
Rating:​ ​R
Pairing: None (or NBin if you squint)
Word Count: 10,596
Warnings: ​Vampires, Blood drinking, swear words, self-hate
Summary: You guys deserve to reach the top. You deserve to have everything you’ve dreamed about. VIXX forever, right?

Notes: I meant to finish the next chapter of error au yesterday but then I had a shit mental health day so instead you get this fic that's been sitting on my hard drive for half of ever.

Thanks to Reney for betaing! Sorry I didn't add that scene you suggested--I couldn't figure out where to put it and my brain just wouldn't do it. But hopefully it's okay as is.


At this time of night, Hakyeon is completely alone.Collapse )

Sep. 29th, 2016


crazyamy41

my heart is still (remembering) [20/?]

Title: my heart is still (remembering)
Rating: R
Pairing: Ravi/Hongbin
Word Count: 2,185 (48,853 total so far)
Warnings: Lots of swearing, depictions of a character having panic attacks, mentions of alcohol and drug abuse, some (mostly non-graphic) blood and gore, sexual situations(?)
Summary: He’s not a hero, and he’s not a spy. Really, he’s just a mechanic who nearly went crazy and got in over his head in order to cope.
Notes: I just finished this chapter yesterday. Currently I have no more written, but I swear I'll work on that. Also, I realized I probably should have bumped the rating a while ago, but I used the F word a lot of times in this chapter? So I feel like that deserves it even without the other stuff. Stay safe, kiddos.
Hongbin both doubts him and trusts him implicitly.Collapse )

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