Title: my heart is still (remembering)
Word Count: 942 (49,795 total so far)
Warnings: Lots of swearing, depictions of a character having panic attacks, mentions of alcohol and drug abuse, some (mostly non-graphic) blood and gore, sexual situations(?)
Summary: He’s not a hero, and he’s not a spy. Really, he’s just a mechanic who nearly went crazy and got in over his head in order to cope.
Notes: Hi. Super short chapter here, sorry about that. You may have noticed that it's been two weeks since the last update instead of just one. That's going to be a regular thing, at least for a while, because my health is shitty and I'm struggling to focus on anything and I'm trying to find extra income at the moment. So yeah, um, I'll try to post other things in between updates when I can, but this is still my main focus, and I promise I'm trying.( He hasn't been sober in months.Collapse )